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HOMUNCULUS

by Aaron Brooks

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mili1 This amazing album really deserves a column on Bandcamp (and elsewhere...). Superb melodist, with moving lyrics, Araon Brooks guides us through a fifty years eclectic musical journey. Without being locked in a specific style, Aaron is alternately folky, bluegrass, psychedelic, melancholic, playful, and always inspired. Over these tracks, you can meet Jim Morrison, Ian Anderson, David Bowie, Lou Reed, Cat Stevens, and The Beatles. You cannot miss this jewel you'll love from the first listen ! Favorite track: NOBODY KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE SOMEONE ELSE.
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1.
CONSUME 04:00
We'll tell you you're not good enough While we tell you to be yourself We'll spray you with our snake oil farce So you're covered in our smell We'll make you feel less vulnerable If you buy what we have to sell We'll make you an individual Just like everybody else All lies, all lies with me All lies, all lies with me Wake up, It's not real Your life is happening right now You can work to pass the daytime And in the evenings watch tv And when the work is done spend your hard earned pay On a weekend shopping spree We will give you lots of choices Shelved as high as the eye can see And you can choose the one that defines you most And you'll think that you are free Wake up, It's not real Your life is happening right now We'll enslave you with religion And define your morality We will chain your legs in fetters with neve-rending debt All while we flaunt our shameless greed We'll confuse you with distractions Talking points and celebrity And before you even know it you're victim to the showbiz Of this week's virality All lies, all lies with me All lies, all lies with me Wake up, It's not real Your life is happening right now
2.
Hello Darling , How are you My work is done, My day is through I walked home by the Mission Bell And dropped a coin into the well And I passed by the courtyard green And saw a new boy dancing free He spun around and laughed aloud And splashed dye on the watching crowd We were once so young and clever We were free, but now, no never You're forever gone and so am I And I recall the price we paid To be so young and unafraid Alone I'm left with thirty years gone by And darling do you think it strange For all these years I still remain In hopes that you will reappear And rid me of my senseless fears While others on the sidewalk sway Like wheat stocks on a windy day Their smiles arranged like crescent moons Upon their backs in perfect tune And though they speak well of themselves I do suspect there's something else What hides behind their surface lies A longing that I can't define I prayed for you, acknowledge that We ate the moon, we're on the map We all deserver a hardy pat upon the back And though I fantasize and pray And speak to you most every day You'll never know this kind of pain You're Just a Picture in a Frame
3.
I am five, nothing more Trampling on the boardwalk floor Everything's new and odd Candy Canes are my god Now I'm waiting to die Old and frail now am I But wait, there upon the mountain A wraith calls me to do his will Scrape your feet out from the mire And lay your knees upon the hill Chased a waif through the park We stayed out after dark Now I'm ready to die Old and frail now am I And I am crawling up the mountain And I'm prepared to do his will And though my arms and knees are tired I know he waits there for me still As I had topped the cone Was I and I alone Wake up the Mountain
4.
All the tiny fingers of the Chinese children Make my clothes that I wear And I don't break the bank to be the height of fashing 'Cause I don't know or I don't care So, if I do not know I can't hear them cry I can't hear them moan If they catch my eye I'll turn off my phone Everybody dies, Everybody knows Advertisers cater to my primal urges I see sex, I feel free Filling all the empty holes where my mind's stirring Throws a wrench in my gears And I remain perpetually insecure But I fit in with my peers We're all on our phones transfixed alone together But my texts are sincere So, if I'm feeling low I can wield a lie easily from my phone There's something I can buy or swipe if I'm alone Everybody lies, Everybody knows Everyday a multitude of small distractions Keep my mind occupied Everywhere I go a wall of tall attractions Fix my gaze to the sky If I were alone with just my thoughts incoming I would be terrified I am just a victim of the modern age So I'm okay, I'm alright So, do you like the show I'll shut off my mind, I'll refuse to grow I can shut my eyes, I can plug my nose Everybody dies, Everybody knows
5.
LIES 05:38
Someday you'll get all this right Someday you'll learn how to die Someday you'll get all this right Someday you're going to die I don't wanna know if you saw me a lamb I just wanna show you what I really am I could striked a pose but I don't give a damn Everything just froze and it started again Sucked my fingers to the bone I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna be a bother I don't wanna be some phony Pretentious modern Poe I don't even wanna bother Lies, dress me up in Lies Tight between the thighs And arrest me for losing wonder Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies Someday you'll get all this right Someday you're going to die I just searched my soul and I saw that I am But how much can you know if you're only a man A little fleck of gold in a vista of sand I could play a role that you don't understand If our fate's determined and the future's writ Then a quest for freedom's just a will that's lead If the fate's winds blow a subtle push to shove My the gust blow kindly everyone I love To a place where dangles still a rope to tug And its end the essence that it was enough Does our life still matter if it's in our head If the clock ticks forward does it ever end If there's one thing that I know I don't wanna play a role I don't wanna be a martyr I'll just ligtten up my load Catch the next strong wind that blows I won't make this any harder Lies, dress me up in Lies Tight between the thighs Resurrect me from going under Lies, Lies, Lies
6.
JESUS 04:13
Jesus, do not conceal us Will you reveal us to ourselves Jesus, keeper of secrets Why won't you teach us How to be more free Jesus, king of the meek and Leprous people King of yourself Leave this What here that sleeps in Abysmal deepness It's just as well Jesus, can you lead us Far from temptation Far from damnation Jesus, can you relieve us These hesitations, These resignations Satan, how do you move me Can you see through me Can you improve me Satan, why did you choose me Your way is soothing Your way is free Jesus, why did you leave us Where were you then, where are you now Satan, Your lips have kissed me Will you assist me Back down to hell
7.
Race, race, the path is picking up I craved for the gamble, but I never had luck I traipsed through the mire, in the mire I stuck Quickly I tired as I fumbled in the muck Saved, saved, plucked me from the mud A man with no shadow, but a delicate touch He pointed his finger and a curtain went up And an angel on a scaffold sang What'd never been sung Hey, made my choices Hey, drank my poisons Hey, gotta face the band now Hey, gotta lend a hand And God was on the fiddle And the devil in the middle Playin' hell upon the beat of a drum Lies,, lies, can't believe my eyes God and the Devil playing side by side An overture of beauty with a darkening tide I couldn't face the music even though I did try Say, say, where did it begin Spun from the awe of original sin I shied from the devil as he gave me a grin He said, We play the music that you hear from within Hey, made my choices Hey, drank my poisons Hey, gotta face the band now Hey, gotta lend a hand And God was on the fiddle And we have endeavored To remain this way together And it's just the way it always has been Race, race, pickin' down the pace I came to the rescue but a little too late I saw the Madonna on a counterfit stake Draped in confetti and a profiteers fate Shame, shame, we're all in the wrong The priest made a prophet on the crosses he hung And God made the coffins for proverbial sons And when the angels wings spread out she sung Hey, made my choices Hey, drank my poisons Hey, gotta face the band now Hey, gotta lend a hand I clung to the altar But my hopes began to falter When I realized I had never been loved We traded the teachers And the prophets for the preachers Preaching heaven only waits for the dumb We made here a wager That we'll know if you're the savior By your halo or the fork of your tongue
8.
Somebody said it is better to live Than linger in pause Like the cold-bodied stiff But nobody knows What it's like to be dead A long thoughtless calm Or the will to exist If we will go, be it heaven, be it hell Nobody knows what it's like To be someone else I find it odd to be moved to a tear As strange as to laugh As sane as to fear For all of the words we're never gonna tell Nobody know what it's like To be someone else The hangman submits He is hung above the law The gavel is split The effect is the cause But how can you pay If you don't know the cost If somebody's gain Is too somebody's loss If we are brave Or we're crying out for help Nobody knows what it's like To be someone else All that we are is all we can recall We keep what we want Forget what we don't We carefully shape What we're telling to ourselves But nobody knows what it's like To be someone Nobody, nobody How can anybody know What it's like to be someone else
9.
THE IDIOT 05:24
Now you've crossed my lonely life Held me near and changed my mind I'm moving on, moving on, moving on again I'm moving on, moving on, moving on again Time with you I wanna spend As a loverr, as a friend And although I know the end I would do it all again Every cigarette Salts ash on this bed Bless this smoke-filled room And bless its devils too I can't believe This is not a dream With all its blurried lines Forged in hurried themes Time with you I wanna spend As a loverr, as a friend And although I know the end I would do it all again Why avert those piercing eyes I could never tell you lies Does it make you sad to know All what comes will someday go Time with you I wanna spend As a loverr, as a friend And although I know the end I would do it all again
10.
Dressed in white ice At the Bodega, Bodega Clams were quite nice At the Fadaroo Caravan Questing for purpose The Shamans appall us Joy is the warmth In the long arms of Fadaroo Fault us not how cleverly we lie For the world is cold And shivering am I Shivering am I Blessed be the light We were searching and searching for Raise to the night We have come upon Babylon I see a moment That's passing to past things Posed as a cloud On a string by a vagabond Fault us not how cleverly we lie For the world is cold And shivering am I Shivering am I Every night we drank alone Ten crates of red wine to warm up our bones Sipped in stifled fascination Fast asleep on ice Let's all meet at the Bodega Let's all meet at the Bodega Let's all meet at the Bodega Let's all meet at the Bodega Bodega Nights
11.
I'M AFRAID 02:52
I'm afraid Darling I'm afraid That I will never find a quiet mind Left me this exquisite pain That pours o'er me like scorching rain And burns me skin like liquid fire Saw today The God that ran away And left me in this bed with my remains Painted on a wall A face I can recall And I salute The sun in view I'm afraid Darling I'm afraid That I will never live a quiet life See my darkened tired eyes Incapable of telling lies What god would leave us here to die I'm afraid The plans we often made Were never really meant to come to light Painted on a wall A face I can recall And I salute The sun in views And I salute The sun in view
12.
What is a man but an animal's What is a man but the end What is a man but an animal's end What is a man but the end What is a man but an animal's What is a man but the end What is a man but an animal's end What is a man but the end What is man but an animal's end What is a band but an animal's end What is a man but an animal's evolution What is a man but an animal's end Biomechanical savages hence What is a man but an animal's evolution Bring on the apocalypse If everything is meaningless The universe is indifferent to man The naught behind the curtain bates That certain death's a certain fate Baser instincts navigate a man An appetite that naught can sate With bloated gut and crippled gait He wears his cradle to his grave Amen Multiply, Conquest, Civilized, Monstrous Sentient, Cultured Ants Bring on the apocalypse If everything is meaningless The Universe is indifferent to Man
13.
DIGITAL 03:16
Phoned in a new paradigm (Digital) This happened in my lifetime (Digital) Satellites watched from the sky Cogs in the watchtower's eye Ducks in a row Shuffled like men Chips in their phones Sailed ships in the their heads Mutual groans Plugged into the net Skin over drone with Radio breath I came here to follow I came here to follow I came here to follow I came here to follow No one I see sees me Their technology makes them sleep It's like we chain up lions to sheep Bait for razor-sharp teeth I came here to follow I came here to follow I came here to follow I came here to follow Digital

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released September 21, 2018

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Aaron Brooks Ingolstadt, Germany

Aaron Brooks is an American singer/songwriter and the former lead singer of the critically acclaimed psychedelic rock band Simeon Soul Charger. Brooks’s style combines 60s/70s psychedelic rock, folk, and orchestral music with cinematic and episodic arrangements and darkly themed lyrics. Brooks released his first solo LP, HOMUNCULUS in 2018 and his follow up JUGGERNAUT is set for release in 2024. ... more

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